I came from an ordinary family. I have many siblings. From a tender age we were not taught any spiritual values as our parents did not know who Jesus was then.
When I was young I was fearful, timid and lack of confidence to face many matters. Whenever I wanted to go somewhere or do something in the presence of many people, I would cry although at home I was the toughest.
The most challenging time was when I was growing up. I had to learn to be independent by experience or own effort. At times I would cry for being angry, scared, felt isolated, ashamed and the worst of all I hated my own father. In my own understanding, he was the reason I had to go through all these. As a matter of fact when we were young, my father never appreciated any of us as daughters were a nuisance to him. Unfortunately out of the eight children he has, six are daughters.
In the late 80’s I came to know Jesus and accepted Him as my Lord and Saviour during a seminar on new life in the Spirit. At that time I felt something extraordinary even though I did not see Jesus but everything I saw then were bright and new. I was always longing for His presence in my life after that seminar. I could memorise the songs during the seminar without any effort on my part. I would sing these songs. Whenever I sang, I could feel Him sitting next to me although I did not have any Bible then. While singing these songs I was ministered to and I came to know the goodness of Lord Jesus.
Slowly I learned to become patient, calm, and hardworking and trust in the Lord Jesus although I cannot see these things. The Lord Jesus has prepared everything in my life through His church, friends, and workplace and taught me to accept and forgive my father.
Until now I could not deny that previously the songs I sang where an act of worship and offering that pleases the Lord Jesus. I believe and felt that every time I praise God, I will feel His presence and closeness in me. I want to make an offering to God in whatever form as I believe in Heaven is full of praises and dances for God.
If you want to learn more about worshipping God, learn from David in the book of Psalms.
Jessica Koroh, Singer
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